Hi babes,
I know, i know. Its been like over a month since i last published. See what i did there, i said published… meaning i have written just i havent liked anything. I want to post and i know my grandparents love when i post but i havent felt inspired. I have done a lot of self pittying and ish that doesnt go well when you;re put into a weird situation. Right now im going through the “i should have established friends and be living normal life” but because i lack the friends part i feel like i dontlive a normal life.
SO onto the 20th year of my life my mom sent me a Leo book, since im a leo. Im not a huge reader so i was like ugh thanks but i probs wont ever read it. But, the wifi at home has been down so i read the book. And lets just say wow its weird how like you actually relate so much without knowing it at all. Ive always loved knowing what sun, moon, and ascending sign i am but never read more in depth.
The book practically said like if im not surrounded by people i can easily get depressed and now i kinda have had a revelation like okay, i was seccluding myself feeling like i couldnt make friends, but that doesnt mean i cant just talk to people. I can go out and about and get replenished by just having a few conversations here and there. Im a full extrovert so i get energized by being with people and having fun and being active. I mean i love a good netflix bindge like any other normal human but in the long run, im more outgoing.
This brings me back to the point of my 20th year. i am wanting to spoil myself this year and i mean it. Ive never had the new years goal of being helathy or get life together. so i think ill ike actually try. Im really wanting to make sure i love myself and my body and everything. Because if im wanting to loose weight or you know change something i have to love where im at first to be able to be motivated to loose some or start eating better. Feeding my mind with healthy thoughts, doing some yoga, meditation, making sure i do my nightly routine and morning routine, healthy sleep schedule. Drinking enough coffee and water. Ugh im just excited.
xoxo m
also if you have pointers about self help/ how to get healthy body and mind let me know!
the m word 