Cray Cray

Hi luvrs,

I wasn’t feeling like writing last week so sorry about the missing week. Ive kinda been busy lol. Doing the most in this foreign land.

So I went to America and it felt so amazing. Like i wasn’t gone but two mins. It was so refreshing, and i keep using that word but it just fits so well. Im just like more content with my decisions to make my move and stuff cause everythig is the same back home. I think i was mainly scared about friends and it not being the same. Like i already knew how college had changed me and my high school friends, we are still friends and keep in contact but its just so not the same. And thats what was really scaring me but yeah it was exactly the same with my girls.

This has a lot of run ons but idc:)

I saw so many people and family. It was actually so nice because i didnt plan to meet up with anyone besides my family and Chloe really. So I didnt feel overwhelmed by needing to do anything i guess. But i saw hella people during walk around and some partayyyss we went too. Yeah, it just felt ~normal~.

Hahah so many shambly things happened, like i dont even know what to say cause its just like a basic weekend out with the girls. I was able to eat some Canes, Chick, Panera, and got to go to target and lowkey shop (i packed a carry-on so not really shop). I just hit so many goodies back in the good ole state of Oklahoma that i have no regrets over the sleepyness i had over the next two days.

When i got back to Amsterdam i was busy with the fam and then they left on the Thursday but i had two events that weekend so i wasnt bored at all. I also love when i have the house to myself cause i just get to f around and be like this is my home. On friday i went to a Halloween party at the Melkweg and it was so much fun and i dressed up soooo cute. i was proud of my look and how it all went.

The next night i had The Heels of Hell drag show which was pure gold. I love watching Drag Queens preform, its so cool. I met a really cool girl sitting by me and we were just talking about the preformers and stuff, she came alone too so it was just a coversation buddy! But we were so close to the stage it was so unreal!

okay i hope you have a great week/weekend…

xoxo m

 

p.s. Trevor (my brother) is a good video editor and idk why i havent thought about this before but he is gonna edit some videos i have been working on and we are gonna see how they work out!!!